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Thursday, June 29th, 2006
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12:23 pm
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Long time no speak AGAIN!
If he see's this im dead. I just love this picture of my boyfriend.
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| Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
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10:10 am
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Long time no speak!
I was just thinking to myself.
Is it wrong to worry about people you care about. When you know somethings wrong but there is nothing you can do to stop it or help? I'm so worried about people all the time that i dont remember about my own problems. Is it wrong to want to safe someone...
God, why cant people see that life is so much more...
Anyways i will get on with watching from a far.
Toodles!
x
current mood:  distressed
current music: i wish!
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| Saturday, March 11th, 2006
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10:29 am - ILL
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Yesturday was horrible.
I woke up my eyes all red and my head killing. Spent all day in bed at toms, then took him to the station as he has gone France Snowboarding. Then went home and slept for hours. Just to get woken up and dragged out for dinner as there was no food in the house.:( Feeling rough today.
To top it all off, Team leaders from work saw me in the place we went for food and i know now, that when i go work on Monday im gonna get accussed of scabbing off work, which i wasnt. The fact that they bought me a drink and got the barmaid to bring me it didnt help, then as they walked out they said Hello Hannah in a horrible tone. So im not looking forward to going back to work, but as far as i see it who gives a shit, i'm run down and just because im out eating doesnt mean i was lying. Guess they wont see it that way. Oh well...
On a happier note, Tom's back next Sunday! Still seems ages away but i will cope.
Anyways wish me luck for Monday.
xxxxx
current mood:  melancholy
current music: Sun kil moon
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| Thursday, February 9th, 2006
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4:33 pm
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| Monday, January 23rd, 2006
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3:18 pm - Lasting a long time
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Open Spirit
Don’t look now she's hiding round the corner
Excuse her while she holds up the bank
She cant find her cash card in her button pocket
Its all right there's beauty in everything she does
Everything she sees no matter how small
I page in a book that she wrote about you
A four leaf clover she found for you.
She ran away and left behind her red shoe
Can you smell her perfume on your pillow.
And a picture of her in front of your window
Reminds you that she will never go away.
She knows you said you will always love her
But that’s the only memory she has now
She left a kiss on the book shelf with a long letter
Scribbled lyrics of hers the most beautiful
Everything she sees no matter how big
A jet place shooting away in the sky
Or maybe somebody saying goodbye.
So let her run
Let her go
She's an open spirit
So let her run
Let her go
I know its hard to say goodbye
Goodbye
So long she's going away.
Let her go
current mood: accomplished
current music: I was listening to Frou Frou- THE DUMBING DOWN OF LOVE
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| Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
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10:20 am
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| Monday, January 16th, 2006
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4:14 pm - A Knight came to me in my dream
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Did you come from my dreams.
Did you come from the clouds, no i dont think so
Did you come from the stars, no didn't think so
Maybe you came from abroad, when knights save princesses from the wicked witch. No maybe not
Where did you come from?
Did you form from my imagination, maybe you did. But no.
Did we bump heads in the crowds, maybe i forgot.haha
Did i see your eyes from accross the room, yes i did.
Maybe your spirit longed to breath, and i believed in you.
Did you appear in my dreams. I can say you did.
Did you come from this girls heart, did you, i think so.
Yes you did.
You are the future....
current mood:  cheerful
current music: DashBoard Confessional- This ruined puzzle
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3:21 pm - So this is odd, and painful realization that has all gone wrong
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Unbeaten of all serenity
So why do I feel guilty for making myself happy.
You left me all alone, you did it on the phone.
You said you cared but really you where just a lying man
You broke the mirror with a heavy dirty stone
My face it smashed and crumbled I was all alone.
Well today I stopped the crying someone else has made me smile.
Ch: There's a memory of you lying on the ground.
One full of so much anger I can hear the crying sound.
When you realised that you had lost me
To such a stupid fear yeah
I could see the despair in your face it was so clear.
I'm never coming… back.
I'm sorry I'm never coming back…
I look at my phone I see a text from you
It makes my heart leek, like the tap in my bathroom.
Slowly empty of those feelings that I used to feel for you.
Ch: There's a memory of you lying on the ground.
One full of so much anger I can hear the crying sound.
When you realised that you had lost me
To such a stupid fear yeah
I could see the despair in your face it was so clear.
I'm never coming… back.
I'm sorry I'm never coming back…
Unbeaten of all serenity
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| Saturday, January 7th, 2006
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1:10 pm - Awwwwwwww
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"Well I'm 20 years old and I remember being a child and i remember how you'd hug me on the sofa when mum was at work. With the muppets singing on telly you'd laugh a long with me. I ate all the cooking chocolate when i thought you couldn' see. but i could tell you didnt mind. I remember going to work id sit on the front seat and we'd listen to old music that you had. You look so smart in your suit, id stand beside you and look and think...
Thats my dad he is so great, all the other dads are over weight. My dad he is so strong, he could spin the world along. That's my dad and he is so great he could eat a ten pound stake! My dad Is so kind and i really dont mind.
I remember how you'd tell me stories and my face would light up, id believe every word. Well that hasn't changed I'm still nieve. You'd carry my on your shoulders and run so fast. You used to be a giant in my eyes. I'm still standing by your side looking up and thinking...
Thats my dad he is so great, all the other dads are over weight. My dad he is so strong, he could spin the world along. That's my dad and he is so great he could eat a ten pound stake! My dad Is so kind and i really dont mind."
By Me for My Dad.
current mood: content
current music: Mary J Blige- No more drama
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11:20 am - Set your mind at rest let your dreams run free.
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Artist: Stan Bush Lyrics
Song: The Touch Lyrics
You got the touch
You got the power
After all is said and done
You've never walked, you've never run,
You're a winner
You got the moves, you know the streets
Break the rules, take the heat
You're nobody's fool
You're at your best when when the goin' gets rough
You've been put to the test, but it's never enough
You got the touch
You got the power
When all hell's breakin' loose
You'll be riding the eye of the storm
You got the heart
You got the motion
You know that when things get too tough
You got the touch
You never bend, you never break
You seem to know just what it takes
You're a fighter
It's in the blood, it's in the will
It's in the mighty hands of steel
When you're standin' your ground
And you never get hit when your back's to the wall
Gonna fight to the end and you're takin' it all
You got the touch
You got the power
When all hell's breakin' loose
You'll be riding the eye of the storm
You got the heart
You got the motion
You know that when things get too tough
You got the touch
You're fightin' fire with fire
You know you got the touch
You're at your best when when the road gets rough
You've been put to the test, but it's never enough
You got the touch
You got the power
You got the touch
You got the power
I cant help but shout to those lyrics.
current mood: cheerful
current music: You've got the touch- Stan Bush (Transformers movie)
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| Friday, January 6th, 2006
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5:12 pm - I have so much to say today...
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"You look so down today darlin, as you pack of to another town. Where everything is different, in so many ways. But come on darlin lets not see you frown. In the end I'll see you again. In time we'll always feel the same. But my heart it beats so quickly, as I'm left with only hope to hold you."
current mood: awake
current music: Rufus Wainwright- Foolish Love
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2:18 pm - IM SO HAPPY!!!
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11:48 am - Is it ok to miss what was
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"So I play Noah's Arch in my dreams,I'm saving all that I can for you.The water's everywhere, it's in my shoe. Help me save all that I can hold on too."
Sometimes I spend time wondering why things have changed, why what I loved in my life had to change. I know as we grow older things have to change, but why? Why cant I still spend my days dreaming. It's something I've never been able to come to terms with no matter how hard I try.
"So I close my eyes and remember that life once was a buddle of dreams"
current mood:  curious
current music: IM AT WORK!!!:(
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| Sunday, July 10th, 2005
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8:23 pm - My New Song
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MY DREAMY EYED FUTURE
The park tree leafs are falling, their shining in the maroon sunlight, and under the willow where we lie, I hold on to our future so tight, so it can’t be taken away. I know what everyone is thinking. We’re surrounded by the negativity of others and I’m scared. Please do not let me go. Please don’t let me know when you can’t take me anymore. I’ve been thinking about the summer; let’s go to the coast of the north shore. Let’s make love under the stars, like I imagined we would. What if I asked you for that, would you let me go? Please don’t let me know, when you can’t take me anymore.
Its raining outside of my room, and we look at the lighting crash to the ground, and under the yellow lights of the high street, the road is flooding over. So we berry our heads in the cover. Hold me tightly I’m getting so much colder, and I’m looking at you. Please do not let me go, please do not let me go…..
current mood: rejected
current music: Destiny's Child- Emotions
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| Wednesday, June 29th, 2005
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7:26 pm - Today I Realised (FOR KERI-ANN
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Today I realised that no matter what happens, some people always forgive you for making mistakes. This is a message for you Keri Ann.
No matter what has happened you always forgive me, and for that i will always be your friend. Ive been selfish and when you told me you felt i controled, it was never to hurt you, i guess in my heart i felt i was protecting you from pain, but in the end i was making it worse. I looked at you today and saw a beautiful girl and i smiled. You not just beautiful outside, but inside. You have such a spirit about you that it makes me smile everytime.
"The first star i see may not be a star. Cant do nothing but wait, so lets wait for one more."
We met 5 yrs ago, and ever since there has never been a day when i didnt want you around as my friend. You been through alot since we met and through that i feel ive been through some of the pain with you. Im so proud of you for where you are now and i wish i could show you how proud i actually am.
"Can you still feel the butterflies"
I hope when you read this tomorrow at work as im sure you will, i hope it makes you smile and realise that this is a new start for us and grown ups.(sounds silly) but seriously, we are both growing up, you more so than me i sometimes think. Its about time i court up with you my angel. So lets make this work and enjoy the rest of our lifes as best friends...
"Till times end, till the sun fades away. When there are no more stars in the sky, you will always be my best friend. For you have stuck by me helped me also make my life amend. I see it around me, I could be so much more than this. Till times end, till the sun fades away. When there are no more stars in the sky, you will always be the one i love."
xxxxxx
current mood: To You
current music: Jimmy Eat World- For me this is heaven
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